I was fed up of living a double life. I didn’t want to be a hypocrite. I wanted to be able to stand in prayer and live my life with true happiness that comes from the heart. These thoughts pushed me to raise my standards – I knew higher standards would be essential in my …
I sat down in my room after watching pornography and I started crying. I felt spiritually sick as I didn’t feel like waking up for fajr. I was a sinner and I wondered how I could be forgiven. But I just couldn’t stop this dirty habit! “What was wrong with me?” I thought to myself, …
